Well that was quite a long Title but that's how it is.
I post this phrase on my facebook account and decided to hide it after a few hours because iam friends with my supervisor, she might think that this post is related to work or chu chu, which is quite right tho'.
So let me start this Blog with:
"People don't trust me, and I understand. I mean I don't even trust myself, so why would they?" - 12:02 am thought of a stupid girl.
it's been months since. . . I started. you know, this thing but I'm still and still feel stupid about everything, About the work, about interacting with people/bosses I always has this awkard self everytime i talked with people especially with my bosses so I fail everytime I got awkward or nervous talking with them that's why my bosses hates me, and you know it's been months and i'm still the girl who's like I just got the job without knowing everything and must be guided with someone who knows evertyhing. What's sad about this is by showing that side of me, the awkward girl, ther nervous, The Stupid Girl is people don't trust me. they did'nt trust me to handle bigger things. And just like what I said, I understand because I don't even trust myself. I'm trying my best, I'm giving extra effort for this shit (And i don't know if they notice) but im doing my best.
But I know, I can do better.
I can be better.
This job may not be for me. But in some way I might be better.
LOL!
Just f*ck what they think. Do good and be better.
