tears.
two weeks ago I went to this birthday with my best friends. And that night and that very moment slaps me in the face that no one will ever ...
too personal to share though I have shared some personal issues about me before but this--is just so embarrassing, this sounds stupid, you know if someone reads my blog maybe they might find it funny, and maybe they might laugh at me.
That feeling when you loses hope about something and you can do nothing except for accepting it.
I find it hard to accept and it just hurts me so much that I cry over it, like a millions of times. and nothing change.
I find it hard to accept and it just hurts me so much that I cry over it, like a millions of times. and nothing change.
the next day, while walking in our school, while thinking of it, my tears just fall and I'm totally not focused to my lessons and while riding home it falls again and I can't help it, and I feel so pathetic and so shallow and I feel sorry for myself. But I have to stay strong.
until now every time I remember it I get sad all the time. And you know that feeling when you loses faith at someone, when you believe before that this person has that something, but I don't believe it anymore.
One of the saddest part is that you Don't believe at something anymore.
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