I feel so tired and a little distress this past few weeks.
I cry for non sense things. I think too much.
I just wish that things will fall together in time.
I just started my internship last Tuesday December 3. (kinda)
its not what we've expected. really. it's hard to explain right now. but it's our schedule. (the schedule is really sucks) well back on the training, we still do our duty. were like, "on calls" but still trainee .
it's kinda hard dealing with staffs on that establishment. i know some of them, but were not really close. some are higher year, ex students from my college. I don't judge them or something, maybe i'll get used to them in time. but right now, I just don't. i always remember my friends and get sad. I rarely laugh, even smile. I just don't "pansin" nalang the staffs. I want to cry But I can't. missing my friends is always part of me.
what distress's me?
+ some of my friends left already. for their internship abroad.
+ knowing my other friends will leave soon
+ the fact that I haven't finish reading "The time travelers wife"
+ I can't read right now because of Ojt :(
+ knowing our schedule distress me so much.
+ those non sense things that i cried for (millions of time)
+ </3
+ adventure time shirt
