It's Over. I guess.

Something's just falling out of place.

I guess that "Friendship" thingy is over.

they hangout with others and I feel like they feel that they belong to that group. 

they keep secrets.you know, that Hanging out with informing em, not inviting em.

I'm not saying and I never said that they can't be friends with others or they can't hang out with others or what, its just that, It's kinda sad, feeling you've been forgotten by your friends, Its kinda suck actually. although they never say it to em. but you know it, and you can feel it. I'm not that numb.

"2014 taught me that people are temporary. We outgrow people and it's okay."

post I saw on Tumblr last week

 and yes it's true. I've realized that people are temporary, you can't control them. even your friendship. People will come and go into your life and you have to be prepared on what might happen in the future right? if they want to leave, they'll leave and you can't make them stay even if you want to.

and you just have to accept it even if it hurts.

and yeah. I've cried for it TONS! i've cried for it so much. and now I can say that I'm okay, I already cried so much and I'm tired of that Sh*t. I'm already in the process of Accpeting. and eventually I will forget the pain.

Current mood. 

PS : If ever they see this post, atleast I said what I wanted to say. and  I love them soo much it hurts seeing them forgetting me. but I still love them. and every time I'm with you guys I just can't explain the happiness I'm feeling and it' can't be paid with money.

Not now, not ever.

It's always fun being with them, 

non-stop laughing, joking, insulting each other.

getting drunk, eat. Laugh again.

and vice versa. though, of course you cant avoid drama's

then misunderstanding happens. and it involves me. though at first I wasn't included in the fight, 

and I was kind of sad because I wasn't supposed to be included, I mean as far I know,I didn't do anything wrong.

It's sad to see friendship falls apart, It's sad because I don't know what to do, we haven't see each other and even talked about it.

I hope It gets better soon, and I hope they're not mad at me.

I don't want this friendshipto be over

Not now, not ever.

I want this friendship lasts forever. 

I love them.

First of Summer///2014

I haven't write since forever ... 

 I was kinda busy on my internship/OJT (on the job training) and after that, after over 2 months in City State Asturias Hotel, Me and my group mates got busy complying our inc on our thesis.. after defend, five revisions and weeks of  not getting enough sleep we passed our subject and got a high grade.. Thank god..and were ready for graduation!! yey!!

But before graduation here's my first Summer get away...

It's my bestfriend's birthday/graduation party and their house blessing. she invited us to come to their house out of town. it's an hour travel from city . though we were not complete because Vanessa couldn't make it, we're still very happy, I so happy that I got the chance to spend my First of summer get away with them :)

  Roadtrip!!!

the best!

one of my favorite part is here, those trees are incredible, sayang i didn't got a chance to picture it clearly..

Cacay's tarp! haha sure her parents are so proud of her :)
and yes!! we are so proud of her.
and again Congratulations best friend!

 their house located beside the beach, its really cool...

First picture of Cacay and me for the day... I'm so glad to see her after 4 months.. I miss her so so so much...


Cacay and Me


Me and Boninay


Cacay and Boninay .

Me, Cacay And Boninay.







we are helping organize her balloons :)
I love balloons <3

Say hi to the Birthday Girl  Cacay :)

 seeing these ballons make me think of my friend kazel.. she's afraid of balloons

Boninay!

 

music set

 say Hi to my EYEBAGS :P

 sweet smile eh??

 Boninay :)

 cacay :)

Boninay :)

Nee, Jaed and Renz thank you for giving us a ride:)

 Blurr!!

feel like Im floating

Taking Picture before Going Home...

Boninay, Caay and Me.

We rode a bus going Home.. it's really cool also. Soundtrip, Cozy feeling at the back.

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The stars that Night are so BEAUTIFUL....
We swim in the beach for 45 minutes I think... It's really good. I mean the water is warm and the waves are slight strong. The music from Cacay's House is still Inn so we dance and take off our Blouses and dance like sh*t.  hahaha that feeling!!!

And after Swimming we fixed ourselves and go back to the party we join Cacay's classmates and her Teachers.. they are all kind and some of them are funny too. we Drink and sing and dance again (though Im not a good Dancer) haha..


and Also thanks mama for letting me borrow her Phone, Im using it for 3 weeks now.
Im getting Addicted pa naman, taking Memories and now my cellphone and my camera Got broken!!!! oh no!! Can't live without camera...
well' thank you again for letting me borrow it for the mean time...