From Here to there

Are you one of those people who want to travel? Because I am, I want to travel from places to another, I am in love with cities and places that I've never been to. Sometimes I do this weird habit of closing my eyes and imagine of me being in this place travelling, feel different cultures from different countries. Meet new people. I Love road trips, the real one but I don’t experience that. Sometime I get frustrated at things that never happen in my life right now, but I know in the near future it will.

Aside from travelling I don’t know what else I would be in future. Actually I’m still trying to figure out things. When I was a kid I thought things are easy but as I grow older I realized that it is not and it gets harder every time. Fairy tales are not true and not everyone’s a princess and in life you don’t always get what you want. You have to work hard so you can get what you want.

There might be some hindrances or walls in our journey. Our road is not always straight sometimes it has curves, there are up’s and down’s and we just have to continue our road, our road to success and we should not let them or anyone destroy our dream. I know that we all can be someone that everyone looks up to maybe we can be someone’s inspiration and being someone’s inspiration is really a fulfillment .

So I am working hard to meet all my dreams, not only for myself but for others too. I am a dreamer, I dream Big, I dream a lot and I am working hard to live my dreams.

There is a verse in the Bible at Philippians 4:13 “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me”

We can’t do this alone or just by our self we need Christ in our everyday lives every moment we need him. And he will help us, all our burdens will wash away. Just cast our cares upon him. 

I know we can. I know I can.

Hold Hands

How it feels that there is someone holds your hand?

When someone holds your hand, you just feel like your secured, you feel like there's always someone by your side that loves you, cares for you, and supports you in every decision you'll make, that there's always someone who gives you warmth when your cold.

when someone holds your hand you feel protected.

I've never experience my hand holds by someone, (of course except my relatives and girlfriends and gayfriends) but a guy that holds my hands, no, i never experience it. 

But I do felt it.

There's this guy in our school, he's not a student not even a teacher but he works in our school, I don't know what work he has there, but I always dreamed of him, like always. I don't know why I keep on dreaming about him, one night and the latest dream I have with him is this last week, I dreamed of him while I'm with my friends chatting and he just joined our conversation and holds my hand and he said that he likes me and he wants to prove something for me and he already want me to be his girlfriend and I was like "your so fast, you don't even court me then you want me to be your girl" etc. like those things the typical words coming from the suitors. I don't know I just felt it with my heart and my hands its just like someone holds my hand for real. haha I don't really know why. but Its just a DREAM. but every time i remember it, it just makes me smile.

Dream Big.

one of the poem's that I write which I attached on my portfolio, it's kinda out of rhyme I think, but i just want to share this. 

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Never stop dreaming.

But don't forget that you have to live it.

live your dreams.

If this what makes you happy, Then do it. 

Not loved in return

Do you ever feel like you've done everything but it always end’s up of being not enough? Like you give love but not loved in return because you’re not enough, your love for them are always not enough. They search for something that you can’t be, they want to change you because your just you. How can someone ignore a person where all she does is for you, she did this, done that for you but you keep on ignoring her? And this poor girl just accept and forget like it was never happen after getting pain she just stands up and still love you.

And when you change for them even you don't want, but still they don't notice you, what's sad is the question that "Do they even know you exist?" 

how could someone be so rude like that?

When you love someone

When you truly love someone you give your everything,
love,time, yourself and honestly you never mind that because of love. 
You feel like everything was right, all the things you do and done 
was right because you were blinded by love. But you love 
what you do, because that person is just so important to you , you never 
mind what other people say to you when they tell you that you had given 
so much love for that person. you never mind when they tell 
you to stop. And sometimes  it ends up a fight between you and 
those people when actually all they just said is just for you, f
or you own good, but because you so deeply in love you 
just ignore them. you never mind what you look like to other 
people because you have to look good for him. 

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I want to share this wonderful song by Bryan Adams which definitely explains
the words "When you love someone"

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"When you love someone, you'll do anything, you'll 
do all the crazy things that you can't explain, you'll 
shoot the moon, put out the sun. When you love someone, 
you feel it deep inside and nothing else could ever change 
your mind, when you want someone, When you need someone, 
you'll sacrifice, you'd give everything you got, and you 
wont think twice, you'd risk it all no matter what may 
come, when you love someone,you'll shoot the moon, put out the sun" 
- WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE by Bryan Adams

When you love someone you are the craziest person in the world,
 you will do and say something that cannot even happen in
 real life, but that is something that I could say so brave
 and full of courage, when you express your love for someone, 
when you show someone that you love them and show it and 
keep that words is one of the bravest thing a person can do,
because there are some people that just keep his/her 
love for someone and being coward is sometimes ends up of losing her/him.

When you are deeply in love with someone 
tell her maybe she likes you too.
If they have the same feeling for you you'll never regret what you do, now
 if they don't have the same feeling for you, well at least they know
 that there is someone that cares for them.

You know Nothing

xxx

I've been busy doing project's since half of the semester is done. One of our projects are writing poems. actually I like that project even though it made us like ehh. our instructor tell's us to make a portfolio which we have to make our own composition, own essay about love, vision, and journey. own poem's about love vision and journey. and some things.

The story behind this poem is my typical story when I have a crush on someone, how I like them but they don't know it, How I was deeply hmm but they have no Idea I was feeling that way. the way of me being so shallow.

If you look closely There are some hidden letter's in it. The hidden letter's are my inspiration doing this poem, I know I already said that I'm over him already but because he is my last crush, this poem is inspired by him. Is just that I really don't know what to write so I search something or someone to inspire me.

 so this is it, I have no regret doing this inspired by him because the outcome of the poem was good.

P.S

I am over him I promise.

And also one of my wish list granted, to write more poem's/poetry 

after a month.

wow! I haven't write more than a month, how I miss blogging here. I am a regular blogger at Tumblr since that site has a reblog button.

I've been busy studying, we had a lot of projects, homework's, books to read so i don't have time to write. Actually I don't sleep regularly, I always sleep late and woke up early and when I have free day I don't sleep at my siesta because i have to baby sit my nephew and my grandmother especially now, since midterm exams are near. 

well I had a lot of things to post here.