secrete FAN of...

so yeah um ONE DIRECTION,formerly x factor finalists,they auditioned individually, and x factor form them as a group, (if im not mistaken) not really fan of boy bands but these guys, they change my vision in boy bands, before i consider boy bands as "BADUY" but not now really. their songs make the GIRLS kilig,  as i had watch and read about them they are so makukulit (jolly) even the oldest which is only 21y/o  Louis Tomlinson i think he is the most makulit and i admire him so so much.

                                                                     Louis Tomlinson

                                                                           Ed Sheeran
Edward Christopher Sheeran love his voice, so calm and the lyrics of his songs are so nakakakilig, his not the typical teenage heartthrob (as he says in an interview) that girls fall in love with , its his songs that makes the girls go wild, believe it or not he's only 21, he's just mature in his age but i dont care! im a fan!

OH THIS! i want it too!! a concert ticket of ed sheeran! (parangarap nalang) someday hahaha

yown! ngayon naman hindi na masyadong secrete dahil may nakaka alam na pero dati secrete pa sila .hahaha

few acts that i love. post more of my favorite acts one day

first semester just end!

wew, first semester just end, hardships, eye bags, exams, graded recitations, unexpected quizzes, stress, laboratory, night class (hate!).

they just end, and thank GOD for that.

a lot of things happen last semester.
like, we had our first defense on our major subject .

had a chance to cook other countries cuisines (thai food, Japanese food, korean food, german food, mexican food, etc.)  (which is my favorite subject) and teacher as well.

we had our kumbida which we present the delicacies of municipalities in palawan.

 annoying prof, i will never forget him, because he always humiliated us, he always insult us. 

moody teacher, sometimes she's kind, sometimes shes so masungit, i think its because shes pregnant.

and for the second time around i fell/ had a crush on a professor (i promise myself that this is the last) and until now  i had that feelings, and its been two weeks since i last saw him, and until now im  still kinikilig whenever i remember him. haha

those feelings!

now im just waiting for my grades, hope they will pass :)

and preparing for another semester !
thank you LORD!

unaffable

unaffable

BAD!

meron kaming professor na asar na asar sa college namin, sa ibang college naman parang hindi siya ganun, sobrang vibes niya mga estudyante niya sa ibang college,saamin naman asar siya, naisip ko lang bakit kaya kuha padin siya ng kuha sa college namin ng subject? o kung sabihin natin na binibigay lang sakanya yung subject sana tumanggi siya ganun hindi yung tinuturuan niya college namin pero lagi niya namang nilalait.

last  thursday sept. 27,2012 nag di-discuss siya siya, eh nakalagay yung college namin sa handout, na ginawa niya, "CBA students are intelligent, CHMT(college namin) have the same qualities" sabay sabi niya " CHMT are intelligent? wooww amazing, kagilagilalas " (etc.) sobrang dami niya pang sinabi maliban sa mga yan naka limutan ko na yung iba, sabi niya pa " alam niyo ba kung saan ginagamit ang salitang amazing? sa mga bagay na himalang mangyayari" sabi niya "kayo intelligent?"

sabi niya pa dati
-"anong year na kayo? 3rd year? tsk, sinasayang nyo lang panahon niyo"

- "pang ilan kayo sa intrams? 7th placer? hindi na kayo aalis diyan, diyan nlang kayo!"

marami pa kaming natatatanggap na panglalait diyan sakanya naka limutan ko nalang kasi labas pasok sa tainga namin lahat.

nagiging mabait na nga ako sakanya eh, pinipilit kong intindihin siya,minsan natutuwa ako kung papaano siya mag salita mga expression niya, nainspired pa nga ako sa sinabi niya dati samin eh na "class wag niyong ipakita sa ibang college at sa mga teacher na hanggan siyan lang kayo, ipakita niyo na kaya niyo" ganyan gayna wow natuwa ako sa sinabi niyan yun yun pala, haaayyy naku, nassabi niya lang pero hindi galing sa puso niya, pinag dasal ko pa yan siya na sana mag karoon na siya ng LOVELIFE! PAG IBG NA TUNAY, GIRLFRIEND,. kasi sabi ko baka mag bago siya o bumait siya. sa edad niya dapat may asawa na siya eh di naman matanda medyo bata pa 30-35 siguro may itsura naman, macho pa pero asar talaga ako sakanya. hindi ako nag tataka kung bakit wala pa siyang asawa.

hiling ko lang sana next semester o next school year, wag na siyang mag turo sa college namin para di na siya maranasan ng ibang estudyante sa college namin, eh last year na mga 3rd year nireklamo kaya siya siguro nasobrahan sa pang lalait niya, kaya sana hindi na siya magturo sa college namin. 

sobrang sakit niya mag salita, foul na eh, oo siguro hindi talaga kami ganon ka intelligent pero hindi naman lahat, hindi sa lahat ng bagay. konting tiis nalang matatapos na ang semester.

DEAR SEPTEMBER, PLEASE BE GOOD TO ME :)

oh its already BER month! i already feel the breeze of December. 

laboratory

Korean beef bulgogi

we had our laboratory for our subject international cusine last Aug. 7, 2012 which we cook a Korean dish called beef bulgogi, it has a similarity with beefsteak. Over all it was an amazing experience, 

Dreams

he showed up in my dream earlier..

does it mean i want something from him?

that feeling when you see your future with him. haha that's ridiculous,but unfortunately its true :( though its just a crush .damn, it hurts he's already married with two kids.

i'm in pain right now but this feeling will go in time.

makakalimutan ko rin siya, tsaka crush lang naman di pa naman ako umaabot sa punto na aagawin ko siya sa asawa't anak niya, ang pathetic ko naman at ang desperado masyado nun, di naman ako ganong tao na maninira ng buhay ng pamilya. yun nararamdaman ko sakanya eh paghanga lang talaga.

in time pag maalala ko na nag ka gusto ako sakanya matatawa nalang ako, pwede rin maasar ako, madidiri parang "yuck". ganun naman yung literal na nararamdaman ng isang tao pag wala na yung pag ka gusto nito sa taong yun

falling for someone who is already taken

There's nothing wrong to love, as long as you know your limitations.

Whats wrong is, if your doing something to ruin their lives or separate them together.

When we are talking about loving or falling for someone who is already taken.

A lot of people say that "its wrong a millions of level" especially if he or she is already married.

We cannot stop our heart to fall or love, sometimes we fall for the wrong person.

Yes we get hurt, we get heartbreak, but we get a lot and more pain if we continue to love the person who is already taken.

......
Paano kung, bago mo pa nalamang may asawat anak na siya na-Fall ka na?

mas mabuting pigilin mo nalang nararamdaman mo, oo masasaktan ka,pero habang pinag aaralan mo siyang makalimutan yung sakit sa puso mo unti unti rin mawawala.

kesa ipagpatuloy mo, aasa ka, masasaktan. tapos mamahalin mo ulit, masasaktan ka ulit, paulit ulit lang yung sakit. pigilan nalang, kasi sa huli ikaw lang din masasaktan.