Not everyone's favorite

Not everyone's favorite 

I'm Used to it.

I am used those things.

we can't pleased anyone. 

I never pleased anyone.

Everything I do there's always better than I am.

I try to be better

I tried. 
and now I'm tired.
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Everywhere I go.

tired and a little Distress

I feel so tired and a little distress this past few weeks. 

I cry for non sense things. I think too much. 

I just wish that things will fall together in time.

I just started my internship last Tuesday December 3. (kinda)

its not what we've expected. really. it's hard to explain right now.  but it's our schedule. (the schedule is really sucks) well back on the training, we still do our duty. were like, "on calls" but still trainee .

it's kinda hard dealing with staffs on that establishment. i know some of them, but were not really close. some are higher year, ex students from my college. I don't judge them or something, maybe i'll get used to them in time. but right now, I just don't. i always remember my friends and get sad. I rarely laugh, even smile. I just don't "pansin" nalang the staffs. I want to cry But I can't. missing my friends is always part of me.

what distress's me?

+ some of my friends left already.  for their internship abroad.

+ knowing my other friends will leave soon

+ the fact that I haven't finish reading "The time travelers wife"

+ I can't read right now because of Ojt :(

+ knowing our schedule distress me so much.

+ those non sense things that i cried for (millions of time)

+ </3

+ adventure time shirt

Things happen for a reason.

Everything that happens will always have a reason.

maybe you don't know why things happens right now, but in time you will figure out why.

God always want's the best for us, and those things that don't happened in your life always have reason. and  much better things are coming than what you expected.

Our school/course has this program where us (the HM and TOURISM students)  take our OJT (on the job training) outside the country. in Malaysia. and it's an opportunity and ofcourse learning the culture of other country, their living will always be a great experience. If you were to ask me, I would love to take my ojt there, but I can't. 

my mother always tell's me that it's God's will, that God wants me here at Palawan with my family, that there will be great things that will come for me here. and I believe in it. I believe in God's will. 

as I say "maybe you don't know why things happens right now, but in time you will figure out why."

My friends from college (College Barkada's) will soon be leaving without the five of us. and it's just kinda sad Ojt in Malaysia will took 6 months to fulfill and Ojt here is olny 450 hours.

Imagine 6 months apart. 6 months without seeing them. 6 months without hanging out with them. it's really kinda sad. I'm not used to it, even though we've only been all together less than a year. but the friendship is "SOLID". I know in time I'll get used to it.

But, I'm happy for them, and I'll pray for the best. for them. 

I will surely miss them when they leave :)

Frustrated Writer

I wish I was genius at writing as the others TT (crying)

I love to write anything but as I say im not genius as the others. I'm trying to write a story at wattpad, about a teacher and a Student (HAHAHA evil laugh).

but its not the story about me and sir and I don't even wan't this to be my story and sir's. It's just nakakakilig lang haha. it's not yet finish, and I don't think I can finish it. because of personal things, Laziness, and lock of focus.

other than writing a story I like writing poetry's I actually post my works here.
But it's not that really good. I think it's not catchy and some are out of rhyme.

but despite those hindrances, I will continue to write, I'm trying hehe
I believe in myself.
I believe in the talent that God has given me.
I will never stop.

Happy 1st year Harry!

haha I feel so pathetic about this post but here it goes…

Happy 1^st year anniversary Harry Styles!!!

I had a crush on Harry Styles For a year!! wow

It’s been a year now, I remember it was November 2, 2012 when the Music video of “Little things” released and I did not watch it because our internet connection was slow and I wait for a good connection and that was past 12 midnight so it’s already November 3, 2012 .

Before the release of  ”little things” My favorite member of the group is Niall and I had a crush on Louis (is it possible?). But I like them all, though. When I watch the video and heard the song especially Harry’s Part I was like "rrskjndjdsfsns". I mean. his voice. The husky thing, I love it. it’s MAN-ish I mean in tagalog it’s “lalaking – lalaki” and that was nakaka kilig and nakaka inlove. I keep on repeating the song because of the lyrics and their voices.

uuuhhhh... Isn't he the cutest?? hihihi

A letter to Harry Styles :

Dear Harry,

 I know you don’t know me, I know you don’t even know I exist, and this “anniversary” thing was only in my mind. I know I’m not your “Biggest FAN” and I admit it. I don’t know what else to say, but I care for you, for One direction. I’m hoping the best for you and for the band.

That’s all I can say. I lock out of words. I know it’s not that heartwarming letter but it came from my heart <3

I'm IN LOVE with you and all these little things

 *PHOTOS ARE NOT MINE.

all from tumblr/tumblr bloggers :)

This is The new S-W-A-G (When Boredom Strikes)

While we are practicing for our play for our subject which is Social Science (Rizal)

boredom Strikes, and we play with our costumes and put this on, put that on. haha and everything that could be put on. 

sorry for the camera 360 haha.

sooo BADUY but this is a memory haha

cherish every memory

 the tittle!!!!

This is The new S-W-A-G (When Boredome Strikes)

because of ka-BADUYAN haha

it's actually the Opposite of SWAG haha

"we laugh Hard" haha

me and my friend Alvin

normal.

One Direction INFECTION.

(photos are not mine)

Just like those other girls. I've been infected by this VIRUS called

"ONE DIRECTION INFECTION"

I can't really help it.

well we can't deny That they are Good looking talaga but aside from that (their Good Looks.)

they are sweet and very Talented  teenagers- at heart haha Harry Is the only teenager left in the  group and soon to be 20 at February first next year, two days after my birthday, same year haha and that make sense I think that we are soul mates because of our birthday haha (pathetic.ME) haha But the older is only 21 and the others are 20. they are not that old. louis is 21, Zayn , Liam  and Niall is 20. (just saying)

before, i hate boy Bands. for me it was sooo Gay.

and I'm in-to Bands, rock or pop rock bands. (until now padin naman)

but after I saw them It changed. 

I realized that Boy bands are not so gay. 

they are not that typical Boy Band, They have something that everyone (not literally everyone, they also have their haters and it's okay we can't please everyone. whats important is their true supporters, their fans, and the ones that believes in them)They have something that every directioner (rather) loves. they have that CHARM

Now I understand.

And now I am open into different and variety of genre's .

the lesson I learned from past is to

"not judge artists by it's genre" haha ?!?!?!?!

I laugh, sorry. Is just that before I hate this band from my country which they play reggae and every time I hear them playing it keeps on annoying me.'But now I don't hate that band anymore and I am enjoying some reggae songs. 

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here are some of my favorite Photos of 

ONE DIRECTION.

"This Is Us" tour picture

live while were young music Video

 still Live while were young Music Video

Please NO AFFECTION!

And When I realized that no one will... you know..
I wish for No affection.
I just don't want to expect and get hurt.
sometimes I feel like I was being betrayed by my own feelings and emotion.
As I always say "It's so sad to love but not get loved in return". you know that feeling? when you you're hopeless but still hoping? to hope for something but so impossible to achieve .
ugghh. I wish I wasn't that kind of person
I wish I wasn't the person who always gives love.

Intramural 2013

super late post.
PSU INTRAMURAL 2013

and this will be my last intramural in our school (hopefully)

 photo grabbed from (florence )
"I <3 HMS" and "Big Cocktails" made by fourth year HM students (us) hehe
I <3 HMS made by block III
and the big cocktails made by Block II (my block) hehe

  photo grabbed from (florence)

 photo grabbed from (florence). block III and our instructors.



while on parade . . .

from left: Kazel, me and Sheeme

kazel and me.

from left: Mantal, Anna, Jervie, Sheeme Boninay, Me, Alvin and Kazel

Jervie, Sheeme Boninay, Me, Alvin and Kazel

Alvin Kazel and Sheeme

Me and Boinay

From Left: Sheeme, Me, Alvin, Kazel and Boninay

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while watching the first year student's field demo.

Sheeme, me and Kazel :)

we enjoyed this intramural. of course because i'm with my sulit friends. they make me very happy, they make my/our last year in school very happy.

"tamabay here" "tambay there"

nonstop laughtrip. watch this game.

we even "boy watching" haha we stalk the "swimmer's" 

there's this guy (swimmer) which is really cute and handsome haha and hotness haha I think he's only 1 or 2 years older than me. though I can't like him that much because. . .

okay stop.

that's it.

i enjoyed this year's, intramural. 

mixtape.

found a mixtape while cleaning old stuffs. and yey ! though I don't have player to play it. I don't even know whats in it but its cute. and I'll keep it.

and I wrote "things i could never tell you" and

"Things I wish you knew"

remember back then? when people don't know how to say things personal they just record it on mixtapes and give it to someone. 

it's really cute . though it's not happening right now. 

uhhh.. someone please made me a mixtape and hand written letters..

hahaha

Unsure

When you feel that you are growing a crush on someone but it's complicated even if it's just a crush. and I like you, But i can't like you.

and for season that i almost fall for, sorry I cant like you. it's because it's not appropriate to like you when my friend likes you too.

Endless PLAYLIST///

my first playlist ever and named it Endless Playlist :)

All too well - Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift's song All too well is for her ex-boyfriend Jake Gyllenhaal (actor). the song tells their story, even if you don't personally know them or even their relationship all too well will tell you everything. How everything started and how it ended "I remember it all too well". I love Taylor Swift, her music, how she writes, so genius in writing. 

Autumn Leaves - Ed Sheeran

when you click the link it would directly go to his live performance of this song. he still slim in this video and younger but already a ginger head hahaha he's cute. 

Can't tell what the song was about but I can FEEL it. how he loves the girl, reminiscing things . endlessly .

Give me Love - Ed Sheeran

Starting over?

he wants her to love him back, because lately he doesn't have one. Craving for love. 

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 I promise with all my heart once Ed Sheeran tell's me that he likes me i'll never ever think twice i'll just say-- YES haha.poor me. he'll never notice me. why on earth he don't have a girlfriend??!?  he's genuine, he's sincere ( I think. based on the songs that that he wrote)

Now really, and seriously?! why you don't have a girlfriend?! 

Falling - Tyler Ward feat.. Alex G.

And THIS. is for the "INLOVE's"

for the one's that is falling. INLOVE

and even you're not in love you'll just love this song. 

But it's perfect for couples whose inlove it's really a cute song. 

perfect for the once who is Falling, this song is for them.

Buko - Jireh Lim

BUKO ( Buhay ko)

The typical "Filipino" when making "ligaw".

"harana" "visiting is the girl's house" "hatid and sundo".

isn't it sweet? 

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the song was about love, How the boy Loves the girl so much, how he court her, and put toooo muuuch effort just for the girl to say yes. how he's life revolves around the girl. and his life is the girl. 

(nakaka inlove sooobra) once someone wrote a song inspired by you. you are very special and so lucky.

I remember when it first hit the radio stations and it even top number 1 for consecutive weeks or almost a month I think. but it doesn't hit me that time. I don't know why. but now I had a little crush on Jireh he's cute. and sweet though i haven't met him personally . hes just soo lovely. he even wear the sexiest attire. (for me) it's really cute when a guy wears plain white shirt or plain white V-neck shirt and black semi skinny jeans. it's just so cool and clean looking. hot and sexy hihihi. for me.

Happy Six Years Of Best Friendship :)

Last August 14, 2013 we celebrated our 6th year anniversary.

hahaha we had anniversary, some say it's corny,celebrating the years of friendship but for me it's cute and sweet.

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"Being Best friends isn't Being Inseparable, it's being separated and nothing Changes"

"A strong Friendship doesn't need daily conversation or being together. As long as the relationship lives in the heart, true friends never part." 

--> We don't see each other always, sometimes it takes a month or two before we meet up because of school, cacay's work (SK fed President) and personal things.  though there are some hindrances nothing changes.  and that's one of the best part of a friendship. "no forgetting"

I'm looking forward for the next zillion years of friendship

I love you mga pox!

POX - it's started when me and cacay teasing each other, "you look like pokwang (comedian)

that's where it start.

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at school with Vanessa

we fetch cacay .

first Group picture of the night

We had our dinner at Bilao't Palayok

(this is where I took my OJT - (on the job training) when I was on my second year college, there still some staff i knew. 

It'c cacay's Treat (AS ALWAYS)

haha

while waithing for our food.

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from left: Vane, Boninay, me and Cacay

 

And Finally

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THE FOOD :))

And after eating

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I miss them always. 

I love and and hope too share good memories for the next years.

H A P P Y   A N N I V E R S A R Y!!!