Keeping The Moon

March 31, 2013 

Just bought a new Book!!! yey!

Keeping The Moon by Sarah Dessen :)

Actually It's Not really the book That I wanted.

Months ago I'm really planning to buy "The Fault In Our Stars" by Mr. JOHN GREEN :)

when I visit National Bookstore (Palawan) last march 4, 2013 (haha I really remember the date because its our balayong festival and I saw Sir At the mall haha)

as I was saying when I visit national Bookstore i felt really happy & really Glad when I saw "The Fault In Our Stars" are already Available so yeah I saved Money and earlier When I had a chance to buy it, the sales lady Says that It's out of stock. When I heard It from her As if my tears will flow (really, Im not kidding) I really Really want to read it , So I felt really Bad and really Sad. and pity about it :( 

Well maybe, It's Not The perfect time To read it ( Fault in Our Stars)

But If I have a chance I will buy it . "Fault in Our Stars !" Get Ready haha

so I Just Search other books instead, I want to read really really want to read, so I have three choices 

1st - " The Lovely Bones"

2nd - A walk To Remember

3rd - Keeping the Moon

A walk to remember is out (But I want to read it too, next time) And i have to choose between Lovely bones and Keeping the moon, its hard to choose, It comes to my mind that I already Watched  the movie of  the Lovely bones so I have The Idea And I know The story already. So I chose keeping The moon. (but its more good in book that in movie) 

I really Have no Idea About This book, but It is destined For me to read It, maybe This will be good for me haha. I haven't Started Reading, And I will read it after I cover it with Plastic Cover, My Books Are important To me, I paid It with my My own money That I saved From school. haha Its my parents money haha.

Bright Star :)

haha I wrote a poetry called BRIGHT STAR , last february 02, 2013

actually I start this last january and finished it at february.

It is Inspired by taylor swift's song superstar. the song superstar is a Life of a fan girl.

 So this comes up with the idea of the "life of a fan girl"

I'm so inlove with poetry's and I really really want to write. actually it's one of my wish list to write poems/poetry's.

yes, I"m a "FAN GIRL"

for ( One Direction, Callalily band, callalily's bassist and my four year crush haha Aaron Paul RIcafrente and Jb Paz sopiz's drummer, Ed Sheeran (baby),)

this is a story of a girl that falls for someone that she can't have.

This is a story of a fan girl

This is a story of me(bit)

hahaha

here is a scan of my hand writing

Here is Bright Star :)

for you

My Bright Star :)

F.O final exam

last March 21, 2013 is our finals & Actual exam for front office management were we act like a real front office clerk, before the exam week we are all nervous, especially me, I decided to not to study other subject for our front office management subject and law haha. 

being a front office clerk you should be in proper grooming, make up, corporate attire, high heels and of course you should have to tell every details at you hotel correctly. 

before taking the actual exam, we must take the written exam first

classmates 

Boninay/classmate/bf/cousin on her corporate attire :)

me on corporate attire, our bag was inappropriate haha because we have to bring many things, like our compilation in our subject and the learning materials clothes for changing and the materials we need for or actual exam...

Me while being evaluated, the guy on the red shirt and a cup is my evaluator, I hate him so much, he keeps on telling he wants to go to bed (our scenario is, he is a guest that's book by a travel agency) so back, he says that Im tired i want to go to bed and relax like that, there are things that i did not tell him because of his desire to go to bed and i must said those things its in our evaluation form, and in the end he give me

 zero for the things that i did not tell him grrr... and i was smiling at him with ofcourse desire to cut his neck (killer instinct haha) but i dont of course haha . i still hate him though, of course i have to be kind, he will give me a grade so i have to be.

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after taking the actual examination we have a pictorial haha picture picture while waiting  our friends being evaluated... 

ehem, The following pictures are not so true haha

I look like a girl here haha Sooo lady like

(feel ko mag paka babae haha)

After evaluation we go to the bathroom and take off our make up, its irritating haha

 

me

boninay and me :)

From left: Anna, me, Kazel, & boninay

Boninay, Me & Kazel we had crazy and weirdest game seven up with the twist of slapping face instead of touching chest haha

Anna, me, kazel $ boninay

kaze & Isser

from left: Isser, me, Kazel, Boninay Tin tin &kristelle

because of boredom tintin is searching and catching grasshoppers haha  

From left: me, Marfe, Jepoy & Tazha

jia talking with someone haha

tazha and jepoy

from bAck haha

Jia, TAzha, & jepoy

Sheeme, TAzha, Tintin & me

Sheeme, Tintin & tazha

wow, those pictures are the proof that we are sooo bored haha 

....

the experience was really good, its a practice. you'll never know one of us will be a front office clerk,

its a great memory, full of fears and nervous thank god that we survive the test! thank you Lord, for guiding us

FITS IN

haha This!

This made me Smile, Found this earlier on tumblr.(march 23)

My last post fits in this. 

"Someone will fall in love with you. your flaws, scars SOMEONE WILL. haha

I feel so pathetic, my last post was like craving for love or something. haha its just that i'd never been in love in my life, maybe that's the reason. HAYAAN nalang PLEASE :)

someday :)

I'm Still waiting Patiently :)

Is there ANYONE?

is there someone out there that would love me for who i really am? 

how I look, how i dress, how my brain works etc.

Is there someone out there that would love my flaws.

Is there someone out there accept my scars?, or would love my scars?

Is there Someone out there That would love my double chin? my thighs? my belly? 

cause I think no one.

I'm not really in a hurry or rushing things when it comes on having a boyfriend, for now.

but what if, in time...

I mean, YES! I do act like a boy sometimes, (actually every time), I like wearing jeans, chucks, Oversize shirts, I like wearing bag pack instead of shoulder bags (college student), I don't wear make up, I don't have a poise when walking, i speak carelessly. but believe me I'm 100% girl! 

so now let's back...

what if in time I'd look for a guy? everybody needs someone who'll be there for her/him. everybody needs inspiration...

I'm just thinking, will someone love me?

cause you know, I'm not the kind of girl that boys falls in love with, Imagine this this, I'm already 19, And no one ever ask me out or something, no one ever ask my number like that. 

Im not hopeless but curious, why?

But if someone loves me for who I am, Would love my flaws, and scars, would love everything about me, Good thing or Bad thing about me, whoever he might be, I might Fall in love with him!

I'm not closing my door for this, I believe God has perfect time, place, situation with the right Person

-PS

DEAR WHOEVER YOU MIGHT BE, I'M STILL WAITING PATIENTLY :)