Summer Getaway///2

 my Summer getaway part 2!

our family decided to celebrate our (cousin Boninay) graduation in our farm in BORAcungan haha just kidding it's actually in Bacungan which my grandparents and my mom live before, this is where my mom grew, and I also grew up here, my grandparents took me here because my mama and papa is working in the city plus my brother is sick that time (he passed away when I was 3y/old) kaya nga "Laking Lolo at Lola ako". right now we have a little house (bahay kubo) there with few farm animals. its only 30 minutes away from the city.

our whole family is there, relatives from mother's side, few friends and some neighbors. we did have fun!

we stay there for a night. it was really fun.

 see, It's peaceful here, aside from your neighbors that miles away from you, all you can hear is the sounds of animals. and the first thing you can see in the morning is this view :) 

plus the water is free but no electricity T.T

 seriously. whats with the peace sign today?? haha just ignore it.

me and my funny friend Alvin

 While they are enjoying the water, Im taking pictures of them. damn this "rebond" thing. I can't enjoy summer-slash-water. and mostly I can't wear shorts! damn this "scar" thing which is the main reason why I can't enjor SUMMER! "if only I could. I would".

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  and that night we did have bonfire which is on my bucket list :)

I love how this picture was taken :) credits to me! haha

 AND were going Home :)

Right now I'm hunting for job, I've past resume in some establishments/hotels and Im just waiting for their text for interview. hoping I will employed soon. 

:)

Thanks Giving :)

One day before our Graduation..

Yey!!! A day to go! At last! after 4 years of studying.

here are some photos after thanks giving :)

  the theme of our thanks giving which Pastor Dwight is the preacher is

"I am a Conqueror in Christ" 

and yes I am. 

Here are some verse of God's Plan's and Promises for us, that we have tackle during our thanks giving. and yes, God will always direct us to the right path. he will not lead us to something that isn't for us, to something that we can't handle.

Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope."

Proverbs 3:5-6

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths."

Romans 8:28

 "And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose."

Batch Picture:)

BS in Hospitality Management Batch 2014

Mantal, Anna, me and Boninay :)

Maam olit,Lea, me, Sharmaineand kim

 With Pretty Lea.

 look! she's really beautiful :)

 with my oh so talented friend Kim :)

 

 with Sharmaine and photo bomber Boninay

 Me, Lester, RHea and Sharmaine

Just Don't mindthe back ground :))

me wearing our 1500 pesos  F.O uniform which I wear One time only. just today.

Selfie with Boninay and Anna.

After our general practice for Graduation I saw my long lost Close friend Cris.. Kinda miss him. one of my close friend in high school :)

Getting my Hopes up.

April 9,2014

It's 2:51AM  and still... Gosh! I can't sleep, though I am sleepy and tired already.

well, maybe its because of what happen earlier and yesterday. 

That feeling when you get your hopes up... When you are already imagining things before it happen? The moment you feel someone likes you... and then in just a second, it was gone...

When you feel someone likes you and you feel it glance at you, looking at you from far. and you can't help but HOPE that he really likes you, and then the "IMAGINE" thing begins...
 you Imagine scenery's  of you and him making cute things together, like what lover do. YES! because you think he likes you... and then right after you Imagine it, when you saw him.. it's like nothing, It feels like he don't know you at all. that glances and looking things just gone.

And this is proven.
Urrrgggg AND I HATE MYSELF FOR FEELING THOSE THINGS...
Why on earth do I feel those things?!..


sorry, I'm just really pissed off, to think  that nobody really cares and nobody likes ( urrrggg.. why do I have to say those things)

I'm just really depress right now regarding those things, and my self esteem is getting lower.

and TO MYSELF:
Just please! don't get your hopes up. NEVER!
pleased SELF, be patient and try not to care. if that happens again, please stop hoping...
it's so sad, to see you (myself)  sad.
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urrggg.. I don't care what are the reasons for that.
just... FVCK those guys who get my hopes up! and I hope to NEVER SEE YOU ALL AGAIN!
(sorry i'm just bitter)

and sometimes I feel like.. maybe that people doesn't like me at all., maybe I'm just a "feeler", and nothing really happens naman talaga, and those glances and looking things is just in my mind.

Maybe I'm the only one who GET MY HOPES UP. not them, not everyone But me.

Why do people fall inlove with their eyes?

Why do people fall in love with their eyes?

why don't people fall in love by looking what's inside?

Why some people considered beautiful and others don't?

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 all TRUE!

"Nobody will love you If your so kind, but not beautiful".

"If you have a pretty face you don't need a pretty heart".

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being kind doesn't really matter, what matter is your appearance, If you are beautiful you don't have to be kind or what so ever.Society can easily accept you even if your not kind.  guys looks at face first before whats in your heart. it's so sad. really. 

YES! it is So sad when people fall inlove with their eyes..

Beautiful people gets all the credit, but the ones that are not, don't. 

In our industry you have to be beautiful and smart and confident. unfortunately, I don't have those three. that's why I'm so bothered right now' I'm bothered if I could have a job related to my course. I feel like I'm not really into this. Now i doubt, why did I chose this course.

it's super late for repentance since it's 4 days before

 our graduation...

STILL... Im hoping for the best..

First of Summer///2014

I haven't write since forever ... 

 I was kinda busy on my internship/OJT (on the job training) and after that, after over 2 months in City State Asturias Hotel, Me and my group mates got busy complying our inc on our thesis.. after defend, five revisions and weeks of  not getting enough sleep we passed our subject and got a high grade.. Thank god..and were ready for graduation!! yey!!

But before graduation here's my first Summer get away...

It's my bestfriend's birthday/graduation party and their house blessing. she invited us to come to their house out of town. it's an hour travel from city . though we were not complete because Vanessa couldn't make it, we're still very happy, I so happy that I got the chance to spend my First of summer get away with them :)

  Roadtrip!!!

the best!

one of my favorite part is here, those trees are incredible, sayang i didn't got a chance to picture it clearly..

Cacay's tarp! haha sure her parents are so proud of her :)
and yes!! we are so proud of her.
and again Congratulations best friend!

 their house located beside the beach, its really cool...

First picture of Cacay and me for the day... I'm so glad to see her after 4 months.. I miss her so so so much...


Cacay and Me


Me and Boninay


Cacay and Boninay .

Me, Cacay And Boninay.







we are helping organize her balloons :)
I love balloons <3

Say hi to the Birthday Girl  Cacay :)

 seeing these ballons make me think of my friend kazel.. she's afraid of balloons

Boninay!

 

music set

 say Hi to my EYEBAGS :P

 sweet smile eh??

 Boninay :)

 cacay :)

Boninay :)

Nee, Jaed and Renz thank you for giving us a ride:)

 Blurr!!

feel like Im floating

Taking Picture before Going Home...

Boninay, Caay and Me.

We rode a bus going Home.. it's really cool also. Soundtrip, Cozy feeling at the back.

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The stars that Night are so BEAUTIFUL....
We swim in the beach for 45 minutes I think... It's really good. I mean the water is warm and the waves are slight strong. The music from Cacay's House is still Inn so we dance and take off our Blouses and dance like sh*t.  hahaha that feeling!!!

And after Swimming we fixed ourselves and go back to the party we join Cacay's classmates and her Teachers.. they are all kind and some of them are funny too. we Drink and sing and dance again (though Im not a good Dancer) haha..


and Also thanks mama for letting me borrow her Phone, Im using it for 3 weeks now.
Im getting Addicted pa naman, taking Memories and now my cellphone and my camera Got broken!!!! oh no!! Can't live without camera...
well' thank you again for letting me borrow it for the mean time...