Biyernes, Mayo 9, 2014

1D in Manila (ONE DIRECTION INFECTION)

1D in Manila FOR REAL!
this coming March 21, 2015 get your Ovaries ready! haha
They confirmed it through a Video on youtube. but unfortunately when I checked it before writing this, they removed the video due to copyright claim something. But you can read it through Here.
Filipino (Juan) Directioners been wanting this, ever since. And I know right now they're/we still smiling. When I heard it from my friend and read and article about it about (4) Four hours ago (Here) it's like my heart stops for a moment and I can't breathe Literally. I really really want to see them.
No let me rephrase that, I NEED to see them! to feed my fandom HAHA
No seriously, I would Love to see them. Even if not in the VIP. I just want to see them Live, to hear them perform Live. to sing with them. 

But whenever I think of the price of the ticket i just arggg.. How I can I afford it???
I still have no work, and my family is not rich.
BUT this! gives me Motivation, to search for work or to earn money.
but come to think of it,if luckily I have earned money by that time, would you think my conscience would let me sleep by spending money on a concert ticket? yeah I know its a once i a lifetime thing and that's One Direction, not just somebody, but as i have said we're not rich, if i have earned money for a concert ticket, I'd rather give it to my parents than to have Fun all by myself right?
T^T


Right now, Mixed emotions I'm 10000% H A P P Y and kinda depress at the same time.
Happy because finally their going to have a concert here in Philippines
and Depress because the concert ticket is too expensive.
haaay. How I wish I wasn't that poor :(



and oh! here's a screenshot of their video that leaked in social networking sites.
Harry is so cute!!! he did not talk in the video but his gesture says a lot! haha (lip biting) he just stand there, looking in the camera like a little boy doing a puppy eye and biting his lips and haaayyy he i so cute.

Huwebes, Mayo 8, 2014

Summertime Sadness

yeah, I know it's a Lana Del Rey song and its a beautiful song.
well, her songs are so cool! and she's really beautiful.
 I really felt sad and bad this summer and it is indeed 
a "SUMMERTIME SADNESS"
it's Summer and everybody's waiting for summer, longing for summer.
And everybody LOVES summer.
Damn. I feel worst! one of my most worst summer ever!
at first I thought my summer will be a blast because I started a road trip in march palang and blah blah blah. but I'm wrong I got stuck in our House with non adventure thing happens waiting for the day goes by, sleep, babysitting, TV and repeat, Gosh it SICK! I hadn't even finish my list of books to read

I envy my friends who got to spend their summer in the most adventurous way, they got to spend their summer in other places, in other country, accommodate in a hotel, hike, Island Hopping, Beach, Swim, watch concerts, get drunk! I also envy those artists who got a chance to travel the whole earth and make people smile and happy. I want to cry tons for this.
I CAN"T because I don't have Adventurous Friends, I don't Have Adventurous family, I don't have money, I don't have flawless Skin, gosh It's summer and I can't even wear shorts.
T^T

I really need someone...someone who I can share an Adventure with.
Someone I can trust.
Someone That I can called "My Adventure Buddy/Buddies"


PLAYLIST///2///I'm Still Waiting Patiently


"I'm Still Waiting Patiently"
I know that i've said that I don't think I'll ever have this "Love" thing or the so called "Boyfriend" and I don't know why I keep on hoping in it even if I think I'll never get one. It's just that this songs gives me hope haha.

I'm hopeless but I'm still hoping
(this is so embarrassing though )
let's just start

"I missed you but I haven't met you" 
How long will I wait to finally meet you?
though I haven't met you yet, I know I love you and I miss you.


"I have died everyday waiting for you"
I'll wait for you, I'll patiently wait for you, I don't care how long it will take but promise me you'll come and I'll promise to fight cause I have loved you for a thousand years, I loved you for a thousand more. 


" My heart will wait for you."
"My hearts gonna wait for you, always."
I know it's not gonna be easy, it's not meant to be easy. believe in me cause my heart will wait until I will be with you. My heart will wait for you...Always

"I've waiting for you, Waiting for this dream to come true, just to be with you."
"I'm lost for words, endlessly waiting for you " 
I'm slowly falling into you, would you fall too?


not because I haven't met him yet, it doesn't mean I'll never right?
DEAR WHOEVER YOU MIGHT BE, I'M STILL WAITING PATIENTLY :)