Being A fan Girl Is not that easy.

I swear, being a fan Girl is not that easy.

you'll know it when you see their posts on their accounts, the pictures, and when watching their videos from youtube, instagram, keek or in any social network out there, you feel that "Butterflies in your tummy" thingy

even the simplest, dumbest, the super non-sense videos they make, makes you laugh, makes you go gaga, make you "kilig". and most of all makes you LOVE them even more.

I really don't know why I'm being this way. like you know, mentally dating boy band/band members. having a relationship with them, but of course they don't know about it. and they doesn't even know you exist. but it feels great and sad at the same time. being a fangirl is like a grenade, makes you feel like your going to blow up anytime, whenever they post cute, cool pictures and videos, whenever they have announcements or anything, even if you won't be able to participate and come to whatever they've announced you can feel your heart skips a bit and get excited.

And also! you know it when your heart breaks into pieces by hearing some rumors about your favorite band/boyband/singer dating someone, and you wishes it was you. but unfortunately it will NEVER be me.

there are exactly 71 days left before the #OnTheRoadAgainTour (One Direction) in Manila, and they are already preparing for their tours as i saw on Instagram. And Exactly 62 days left before the Ed Sheeran in Manila concert. and right now, I'm kinda depressed knowing that I won't be able to watch their concert. and maybe on March 12,2015 and March 21&22 2015, I'm going to cry the whole day and night and I'm going to lock myself in my room and never ever go out until the show and the boys is out in the Philippines, its really depressing and I really envy those other fan girls who will get the chance to watch their concert. ( I really wish I was a rich kid so that wont have to doubt about spending money)

okay, so I already accept the truth and it really hurts, this is my first depression in 2015 and it sucks!.
to One Direction and Ed Sheeran I Love you even if I wont be seeing you on your tour.

PHOTOS ARE NOT MINE!
I don't know if this is the Original poster but..yeah.

 the boys wearing Philippine Jersey

and of course the bae! mah bae :)
my love.


And also I'm fan Girl-ling Over 5 SOS. And even if they're not having a concert or haven't been planning a concert yet in the Philippines, I just want to share my Love for 5SOS ( 5 Seconds of Summer)
 this are not their Most recent photo I just love Ash's hair like this. (yeah I have a thing with the drummer boy)

punk rock band from Australia

from left: Ahston Irwin (Drummer), Calum Hood ( Bassist and NOT ASIAN), Michael Clifford (on Lead Guitars) and Luke (guitars) they All sing like all of them have great voices and participates in their songs.

yeah perfection in one photo. 1D and 5SOS

a little trivia:
-Louis Tomlinson discover 5SOS and 1D decided to take them on tour.
 -5 SOS (five SAUCE not five ES OH ES)
- they are all teenagers ( Im 6 months older than their oldest member witch is Ash :) )
- they are not boy band.



*photo's are not mine*

Happy birthday Aaron Paul Q. Ricafrente

Happy Birtday to my 4 year Crush and soon to be 5 year on august haha

MY Favorite BASSIST for all time

the Only Bassist of Callalily Band

my forever Idol

Aaron Paul Quiñones Ricafrente

I remember when Im in high school I am such a big fan of callalily (until now) and ofcourse Aaron he's like my everything. it's not just crush it's super duper crush, like im really updated on whats happening in their lives especially aaron wheres the gig even though im not able to watch their gigs but i know where they are going. Gigs/shows, tv appearances, song hits, magazines, even his personal things like his girlfriends or ex girlfriends or the one's that he courted. like that and that's very important to me. back then.

my tweets for him and still he didn't notice me, he did not reply.haha but it's okay Im used to it. but he do reply me like three times when I Greet him a happy birthday i think 3 years ago on facebook haha.

our conversation last April 26 2012 

it's been three years ago, wow haha (naks conversation daw haha) 

And this happened May 1, 2010

three years ago din haha

 And my one and only, First and last picture so far with him.

sorry for the low quality of the photo but this is really important to me.

I hope I would get a chance to have a picture with him again :)

P.S

even if you did not notice me at everything, i will still forever be you fan,

I will Forever cherish you!

xxx